"the entire sum of existence is the magic of being
needed by just one other person"
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Currently reading...

Rule of Four
"Freakonomics" - Steven D. Levitt and Stephen J. Dubner
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Currently Listening To...

Rihanna - A Girl Like Me
Rihanna - A Girl Like Me
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Last Movie I Saw...

Superman Returns
Superman Returns
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disclaimer : first, anything seen or read here cannot and will not be held against me in any way. second, you should here if you are a friend or unless you are a blog surfer here killing time. and if you are you're really wasting your time reading a blog of a person you don't know, see right there, that's 3 seconds you aren't going to get back.
now, i'm currently a freshman/sophmore at santa clara university. that has become my home away from home, but then again, i also consider melbourne my home away from home. i love being surrounded by people, even if there's no talking involved. i thank my lucky stars everyday for my friends, my singapore soulmates, my melbourne mates and of course my santa clara family. i have 16 friends which i would do almost anything in the world for and all of them are spread out between these 3 countries. which sometimes makes me sad but then there are the wonders of the internet and mediaring which everyone should use instead of skype *shameless advertising here*
i love music. my ipod is almost my lifeline. television is the source of everything good in my world. i love reading too, although i may not look the type. so basically music, books and television are my life.


Sunday, April 30, 2006

this is random...
but i can't resist...

i'm outside (and i still have internet)
on the lawn...attempting to do my work
and the sun is still out...
and it's warm...with just the right amount of a breeze


and it's 8pm...

ak was here at 7:57 PM`

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on my own
on the wind
a moment ends and on begins
sense of freedom over the sea
but i watch my home get farther from me
sometimes i reach to meet the clouds
but i always keep one foot on ground

my horizons widening
but nights are cold here,
sometimes lonely
eyes are open
so much to see
but sometimes they long for familiarity
and away on distant lands i always keep one foot on sand


it's a hawaiian song

pictures to post
will get around to it soon...

ak was here at 11:39 AM`

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Thursday, April 27, 2006

i'm feeling off...
and i think i'm pissing alot of people off...

but i'm too tired to care
and they're too busy to notice...

ak was here at 11:51 AM`

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Wednesday, April 26, 2006

everytime i feel like i'm getting a little bit closer...
like i've taken a step forward...
i'm thrown 10 steps back...

why?

*this might just be me being me.
we'll see in the morning*

ak was here at 11:56 PM`

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Sunday, April 23, 2006

my friend sent this to me...
and as always...i'm sharing...

This is...

To every girl that dresses cute not skanky.


To every girl who wants to be called beautiful not hot.


To every girl that will spend her whole day looking for the perfect present for you.


To every girl who gets her heart broken because he chose that bitch instead.


To every girl that would die to have a decent boyfriend.


To every girl who would just like once to be treated like a princess.


To every girl that cries at night because of another heartbreak.


To every girl that wont get down on her knees and open her mouth just to get a boyfriend.


To every girl that just wants to hold hands.


To every girl that kisses him with meaning.


To every girl who just wishes he cared more.


To every girl who would just once want a guy to give their jacket up when they are cold.

To every girl who just wants him to call.


To every girl who lies awake at night thinking about him.


To every girl that just wants to cuddle.


To every girl that just wants to sleep with him without having sex.


To every girl that is SCARED to put her heart out there again because she has been HURT tooo many times or so badly.


To every girl who shows how much she cares and gets nothing back.


To every girl that thought maybe this could be the one.


To every girl that believes in her dreams.


To every girl that would do anything so she could achieve those dreams.


To every girl that laughs at stupid stuff when she actually doesnt think it is funny.


To every girl who is just looking for that one and only and is having a rough time along the way.


To every girl that has been cheated on because shes not a whore who gives it up to any guy.


To every girl that doesnt want a guy who just plays with her emotions but actually cares about how she feels.


To every girl who wants words backed up with actions.


To every girl that fell for all the lies only to find themselves alone in the end.


To every girl that gave her heart away to have it shoved back in her face.

ak was here at 5:06 PM`

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Friday, April 21, 2006

today, i woke up at 8 am to go to a pilates class where i nearly died...

today, i work out at the gym after pilates...

today, i went for econ 1 and almost fell asleep...

today, i got a medi and pedi and my nails look human-like again...

today, i went to comp usa with kaci to drop off her computer for repair...

today, i had a very yummy dinner at valleyfair...

today, i bought a very pretty white dress...

tomorrow, is shan's birthday...

tomorrow, i get to eat hawaiian food at hukilau...

tomorrow, i won't be sober...

night all...
it was a good day...
it'll be a fun one tomorrow :)

ak was here at 1:03 AM`

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Wednesday, April 19, 2006

what we are never changes, who we are never stops changing...

i've been having too much fun and not studying enough...
seriously...
my gpa is going to go downhill so fast and so far...

and...this friday...
is going to be very interesting...

long long overdue update will be up soon
promise.

ak was here at 9:44 PM`

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Monday, April 17, 2006

what we are never changes...who we are never stops changing...

had a long needed 3 day weekend for easter! :)
went to san fran on sat/sun
it was fun...
but i'll blog more about it laters

i'm really tired
and school is tomorrow
(as usual)

i'm jealous
i just heard you aussies are having a 12 day holiday

wahhhhhhh!

ak was here at 1:35 AM`

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Thursday, April 13, 2006

i'll be me, and you be you...
i'll do my thing and you do your thing...
and in the end, if we end up together...
it'll be beautiful.

ak was here at 12:52 PM`

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Tuesday, April 11, 2006

someone sent me this...and i felt it really explained *no that's not the right word*
it just made alot of sense...

The university professor challenged his students with this question:

"Did God create everything that exists? "

A student bravely replied, "Yes, he did!"

"God created everything?" the professor asked.

"Yes sir," the student replied.

The professor answered, "If God created everything, then God created evil since evil exists, and according to the principle that our works define who we are, then God is evil."

The professor was quite pleased with himself and boasted to the students that he had proven once more that the Christian faith was a myth.

Another student raised his hand and said, "Can I ask you a question professor?"

"Of course," replied the professor.

The student stood up and asked, "Professor, does cold exist?"

The professor replied "Of course it exists. Have you never been cold?"

The students snickered at the young man's question.

The young man replied, "In fact sir, cold does not exist. According to the laws of physics, what we consider cold is in reality the absence of heat. Everybody or object is susceptible to study when it has or transmits energy, and heat is what makes a body, or matter, have or transmit energy. Absolute zero (- 460 degrees F) is the total absence of heat. Cold does not exist. We have created this word to describe how we feel if we have no heat."

The student continued. "Professor, does darkness exist?"

The professor responded, "Of course it does."

The student replied, "Once again you are wrong sir. Darkness does not exist either. Darkness is in reality the absence of light. Light, we can study, but not darkness. In fact we can use Newton's prism to break white light into many colors and study the
various wavelengths of each color. You cannot measure darkness. A simple ray of light can break into a world of darkness and illuminate it. How can you know how dark a certain space is? You measure the amount of light present. Isn't this correct? Darkness is a term used by man to describe what happens when there is no light present."

Finally the young man asked the professor. "Sir, does evil exist?"

Now uncertain, the professor responded, "Of course, as I have already said. We see it every day. It is in the daily example of man's inhumanity to man. It is in the multitude of crime and violence everywhere in the world. These manifestations are nothing else but evil."

To this the student replied, "Evil does not exist sir, or at least it does not exist unto itself. Evil is simply the absence of God. It is just like darkness and cold, a word that man has created to describe the absence of God. God did not create evil. Evil is the result of what happens when man does not have God's love present in his heart. It's like the cold that comes when there is no heat or the darkness that comes when there is no light."

The professor sat down.

ak was here at 6:03 PM`

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Monday, April 10, 2006

i'm feeling emo, and trying to be pro
this is the result...



pretty girl is suffering, while he confesses everything
pretty soon she'll figure out what his intentions were about
that's what you get for falling again
you can never get him out of you head

it's the way
that he makes you feel
it's the way
that he kisses you
it's the way
that he makes you fall in love

she's beautiful as usual with bruises on her ago and
her killer instinct tells her to beware of evil men
and that's what you get for falling again
you can never get him out of your head
and that's what you get for falling again
you can never get him out of your head

it's the way
that he makes you feel
it's the way
that he kisses you
it's the way
that he makes you fall in love
love.

pretty girl, pretty girl

pretty girl is suffering, while he confesses everything
pretty soon she'll figure out
you can never get him out of your head...

ak was here at 9:42 PM`

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picture overload!!!
or maybe not really...
best i could do considering i didn't bring my own camera and all those pics are taken from other people...

big welcome back party on saturday night at mailhouse
it was fun

we took shots before going
don't ask me why
but andrew and eric both had rum and vodka and it sounded like a good idea at the time
dancing.beerpong.flipcup and much much more
oh and jungle juice which is super yummy
yeah....
drank a tad too much
but i'm fully thankful i have friends that took care of me
like kaci and eric and jeni
so i got back okay
:D

i'll be a good girl for a few day
or at least till wednesday
karli's b'day!!!
can't wait :D

oh i was lazy
so it's not in the four pictures format
just poasted randomly

ak was here at 12:00 AM`

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Sunday, April 09, 2006


tiff.me.matt.karli

ak was here at 11:59 PM`

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karli.preston.me.tiff (such a bad photo)

ak was here at 11:58 PM`

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me.adam.tiff.karli (they were all on me!!!!!)

ak was here at 11:57 PM`

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you should know who they are

ak was here at 11:56 PM`

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brent and me

ak was here at 11:55 PM`

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me and my best party friend!!!!!

ak was here at 11:54 PM`

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brent.me.tiff.karli

ak was here at 11:54 PM`

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idon'tknowwho.karli.iliani.me.brent

ak was here at 11:53 PM`

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me.tiffany.karli

ak was here at 11:52 PM`

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Wednesday, April 05, 2006

i am bored
and there is no one here to entertain me!!

kaci and ryan are having 'couple alone time'
jen is at some meeting
eric is prob doing homework
shan is too far away...

and everyone else is not in the suite
and i'm too lazy to go find them

i'm bored
i'm bored
i'm bored

i miss palmerston
where entertainment is somewhere in the house
next door
or one house down

i miss home
where my mummy can bring me out
and i can play with my doggies

yeah...i'm bored

ak was here at 10:18 PM`

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messy girl needs to clean her room
messy girl will clean her room on sunday

oh
helpful girl is doing habitat for humanity on saturday
haha
you guy know what that is right??
me + power tools + paint
anyone scared?
:D

ak was here at 1:36 AM`

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