"the entire sum of existence is the magic of being
needed by just one other person"
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Currently reading...

Rule of Four
"Freakonomics" - Steven D. Levitt and Stephen J. Dubner
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Currently Listening To...

Rihanna - A Girl Like Me
Rihanna - A Girl Like Me
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Last Movie I Saw...

Superman Returns
Superman Returns
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Say Something
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disclaimer : first, anything seen or read here cannot and will not be held against me in any way. second, you should here if you are a friend or unless you are a blog surfer here killing time. and if you are you're really wasting your time reading a blog of a person you don't know, see right there, that's 3 seconds you aren't going to get back.
now, i'm currently a freshman/sophmore at santa clara university. that has become my home away from home, but then again, i also consider melbourne my home away from home. i love being surrounded by people, even if there's no talking involved. i thank my lucky stars everyday for my friends, my singapore soulmates, my melbourne mates and of course my santa clara family. i have 16 friends which i would do almost anything in the world for and all of them are spread out between these 3 countries. which sometimes makes me sad but then there are the wonders of the internet and mediaring which everyone should use instead of skype *shameless advertising here*
i love music. my ipod is almost my lifeline. television is the source of everything good in my world. i love reading too, although i may not look the type. so basically music, books and television are my life.


Monday, February 20, 2006

i'm starting to realize more and more
that the people here
don't know me at all...

it's just becoming more and more apparent.

i never promise you a ray of light
i never promised there'd be sunshine everyday
i gave you everything i have, the good the bad
why do you put me on a pedestal
i'm so up high that i can't see the ground below
so help me down you've got it wrong, i don't belong there

one thing is clear
i wear a halo
i wear a halo when you look at me
but standing from here, you wouldn't say so
you wouldn't say so, if you were me

i always said that i would make mistakes
i'm only human, and that's my saving grafce
i fall as hard as i try
so don't be blinded
see me as i really am, i have flaws and sometimes i even sin
so pull me from that pedestal
i don't beling

why do you think that you know me
but in you eyes
i am something above you
it's on ly in your mind
only in you mind...


it's getting tiring
i like sleep...my life tends to fall apart when i'm awake...

ak was here at 2:57 PM`

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Sunday, February 19, 2006

just some results of boredom...
i have a 3 day weekend and no homework
sweeeet








BROWNIE BATTER!
You scored 92% SWEET, 74% CHUNKY, and 66% UNIQUE!
brownie batter ice cream with a rich brownie batter swirl

Mmmm....you are a very sweet mix indeed! You are warm, loving, and caring to all those around you, but you're not boring in the least! You have a wild streak and a creative, unique streak, too. You are a great friend, an interesting person, and you know how to have fun without ending up crouching over a toilet bowl. Nice!







My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
















free online datingfree online dating
You scored higher than 95% on SWEET





free online datingfree online dating
You scored higher than 74% on CHUNKY





free online datingfree online dating
You scored higher than 52% on UNIQUE
Link: The Ben & Jerry's Ice Cream Flavor Test written by weered1 on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

ak was here at 2:41 AM`

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Wednesday, February 15, 2006

happy valentines people!!

last night was super fun
we got dressed up and went to italian food!!
(we= kaci, jeni, shan, amy, daniel, ryan, eric and ME!!)
yummmm
yeah there were alot of us....
had a little mishap with the taxi but it turn out good in the end
after that jeni, eric and i caught a taxi back to scu
and jeni and me went to a cocktail party
(the rest stayed to shop at valley fair)
we changed again OF COURSEE
and pete came with us...in his bathrobe!!
played catch phrase *super fun game*
and drank...alotttt
which wasn't prob the smartest idea (i drank less than usual at the time cause we both had tons of hmwork left to do (eric skipped the party and went to do his hmwork)
but what the hell!!
it was v day and we're single hahahha
came back attempted to do work
we managed to finish math
while poor pete was still on his frenc hmwork and still had math hmwork
sleep sleep sleep
wake up
and now i'm here
i'm missing 2 of my classes cause i have
a paper due today
a midterm tommorrow
and a quiz on fri
might not go for math too
see how

so people...
how was your valentines day???

ak was here at 12:32 PM`

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Sunday, February 12, 2006

pictures are up!!
enjoyyy!!!

ak was here at 2:18 AM`

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ryan vs. jenni!!!!!!

ak was here at 2:11 AM`

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kaci(pink).kris(black).ryan(white).eric(yellow) playing pingpong...which i officially suck at...

ak was here at 2:04 AM`

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one for the girls...which one should i get??? green or white???

ak was here at 2:00 AM`

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the bus was late...we went camera crazyyyy

ak was here at 1:58 AM`

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waiting for the bus...

ak was here at 1:55 AM`

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on the way to shopping....

ak was here at 1:55 AM`

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me...being vainnn...

ak was here at 1:47 AM`

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swim day!!!!!!

ak was here at 1:45 AM`

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Thursday, February 09, 2006

my new 'listen to this song every minute i can' song...

i'm in loveeeeeeeeee

with the song....

wondering the street, in a world underneath it all...
nothing seems to be, nothing taste as sweet
as what you can't have...
like you
and the way that you're twisting your hair round your finger
tonight i'm not afraid to tell you
what i feel about you.

i'm gonna muster every once of confidence i have
and cannon ball into the water
i'm gonna muster every once of confidence i have
for you i will
for you i will...

forgive me if i studder
from all the clutter in my head
cause i could fall asleep in those eyes
like a waterbed
do i seem familiar, i've crossed you in hallways
a thousand times, no more camouflauge
i want to be exposed, and not be afraid to fall

if i coulf dim the lights in the mall
and create a mood i would
shout out your name so it echos in every room

that's what i'd do, that's what i'd do to get through to you

i'm gonna muster every once of confidence i have
and cannon ball into the water
i'm gonna muster every once of confidence i have
for you i will

you always want what you can't have
but i've got to try

ak was here at 1:40 AM`

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Monday, February 06, 2006

i'm stressed
i'm making the same mistakes i did last year
being nice to everyone
and getting caught in the middle

i always screw myself over
always

this is so stupid
stressing on such a trival thing
but then i can't help it
i'm so stupid

i need to grow a backbone

edit:
it's in these times
you realise who you have this unexplainable urge to talk to
cause you just feel that talking to them will make everything better
but then...most of them aren't there
and you curse yourself for taking them for granted
i thought of 5 people...

ak was here at 11:23 PM`

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